I made mistakes. I was a sinner. I sinned myself. I chose to fall into the trap. I forgot. I was weak. I feed my worldly desires all the time that obeying Allah became just, a choice. I made horrible decisions then that if I never repent my whole life, I'm more than sure I'll never enter Jannah. He'd never forgive me. But I thank Allah, truly, because one thing that saved me was because He gave me a soft heart.
That heart, while committing sins, remembered Him. Shed tears of utmost regret and disappointment at herself. Felt a rush of shame to her God.
Why? Why do I do this? What am I doing? What is going on? What is wrong with me? What if I die right now?! At this precise moment? How do I face my Lord dying this way? Why do I do this? How did this happen?!
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